The+Clasp

=The Clasp=

She was four , he was one , it was raining , we had colds  , we had been in the apartment two weeks  straight, I grabbed her to keep her from **//shoving //** him over on his face, again, and when I had her wrist <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> in my grasp I <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Wide Latin'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><span style="font-family: 宋体;">compressed <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> it, <span style="font-size: 16pt; color: gray; line-height: 115%; font-family: Forte; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-color-alt: red; text-effect: engrave;">fiercely <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">, for a couple of seconds, to make an ** impression ** on her, to <span style="font-size: 20pt; color: red; line-height: 115%; font-family: Chiller; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><span style="font-family: 宋体;">hurt <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> her, our <span style="font-size: 22pt; color: red; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Edwardian Script ITC'; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">beloved <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> firstborn, I even almost **<span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Arial Black'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">s **<span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">avored the **<span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Arial Black'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">s **<span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">tinging **<span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Arial Black'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">s **<span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">ensation of the **<span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Arial Black'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">s **<span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">queezing, the expression, into her, of my anger, " //<span style="font-size: 22pt; color: #1f497d; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">Never <span style="font-size: 22pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">, never //<span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">, again," the righteous chant accompanying the clasp. It happened very fast- //<span style="font-size: 24pt; background: red; line-height: 115%; font-family: Forte; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-highlight: red;">grab, crush, crush, crush //<span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">, release -and at the first extra <span style="font-size: 16pt; color: #5f497a; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Bauhaus 93'; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><span style="font-family: 宋体;">force <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">, she swung her head, as if checking who this was, and looked at me, and saw <span style="font-size: 12pt; background: fuchsia; text-transform: uppercase; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Arial Rounded MT Bold'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-highlight: fuchsia;">me <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">-yes, this was her <span style="font-size: 20pt; color: red; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Edwardian Script ITC'; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">mom <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">, her <span style="font-size: 20pt; color: red; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Edwardian Script ITC'; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">mom <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> was doing this. Her <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Wide Latin'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><span style="font-family: 宋体;">dark, deeply open <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">eyes took me in, she knew me, in the <span style="font-size: 20pt; text-transform: uppercase; color: red; line-height: 115%; font-family: Forte; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">shock <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> of the moment she learned me. This was her <span style="font-size: 20pt; color: red; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Edwardian Script ITC'; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">mother <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">, one of the two whom she most <span style="font-size: 20pt; color: red; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Edwardian Script ITC'; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">loved <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">, the two who <span style="font-size: 20pt; color: red; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Edwardian Script ITC'; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">loved <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> her most, near the source <span style="font-size: 20pt; color: red; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Edwardian Script ITC'; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">of love <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> was <span style="font-size: 26pt; text-transform: uppercase; color: #548dd4; line-height: 115%; font-family: Chiller; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><span style="font-family: 宋体;">this <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">.